The Cupid
Penned this down as soon as I returned to my room totally heartbroken and hurt….hurt by someone whom I loved a lot…but the reason for this heartbreak was “ME”…..yes…me….my action over the past couple of months landed me in this position……….—
Well where to start……
There was this girl, and I used 2 like her a lot….really lot….and dreamed of making her my girlfriend someday…but ….that dream remained a dream for my whole life. Reciprocating my feelings to her was surely d biggest mistake ma life…I lost her. But the good part was …we were still very good friends…..i was grateful to her…because of the fact that she was ready 2 accept me as her friend even after what happened between us and based on the promise that “I’ll shed away all the feelings that I have for her”….But, who gives a crap……!! I mean I just promised her such, so as 2 keep our friendship going. And there she was…so much unaware of the fact that I still liked her a lot……I mean, seriously…how can a gal expect a boy 2 shed away all his feelings, in a minute….i mean…I really liked her…no wait…maybe I really loved her…..
But moving on… from the very next day…we were back on talking terms…no more sulking from her side. In fact she was way too cool….to mind about these stupid things…she was the one…the perfect gal that I had always dreamt of. But, still talking with that girl whom I proposed last night like a friend was getting tougher and tougher….and eventually we both started feeling bit awkward and so as to deviate from last night’s topic we started talking about our common friend and all the crazy stuff he was into…..we both were feeling comfortable then and this type of talking continued for a week or two..
But, I don’t know …but slowly and slowly….. I felt like I was drifting away from her…and unknowingly.. I was making her fall in luv with one of my best friend…!! I didn’t realize it……until today…when she confessed to me that she loved him. I frankly didn’t know how to react….because….it was all my fault…I was the one who was responsible for it…and yet, I somehow didn’t feel bad about myself….i mean…..keeping aside all those bullshit like… “your happiness is my happiness”….n all…I really cared about her a lot….and yet…somehow my actions landed my best friend in a position…..a position in which I always wanted 2 be…the position or license 2 sit beside her…n be the one, I wanted 2 be loved by her and wanted to someday become her boyfriend…
But poof…!! There it went, I blew it up again….i ,while trying 2 get that gal…ended up in giving that gal 2 my best friend…funny…as it may sound. But that was d truth…I ended up being the cupid… J
